I really don't sleep at night anymore. hahah.

Oh dear. I think I may be a bit stressed.

I feel like it's impossible to stay in touch with all of my friends, and that makes me very sad. I've also been trying to hang out with Carolyn, but it's been so hard since I'm working. Uuugh. But eventually we are going to Ikea together...we need a futon.

Ugh, I just hate feeling like I'm disappointing people.


Anywhats, I finished season 2 of Dexter today, and I feel a strange mix of emotions. Gaaahh, that show is so amazing.

Does anyone out there have Sims 3? I bought it, but I just can't get into it. I hate to think I wasted so much money on it. What do you guys do with your Sims? I made Emily & Naomi sims, I should play with them more. ;)

Well let's see. I am up way too late again. :P

My grad party was on saturday, and I was surprised by a lot of the people who came! It was actually very nice and not stressful. tbh, I am just glad it's all over with because my parents were going all crazy getting everything ~prepared.

A pic from graduation:

Don't ask what I'm doing with my hands...I have no idea.

Well I might get to go to HuHot with my family tomorrow since my brother doesn't have school. God, their food is so good I can't even stand it.

Well I haven't posted in forever. But that's probably because I graduated high school! HOORAAAHHHH!!! I'm so insanely excited about this. Now it's off to college. I really can't wait. I found a room mate and she is awesome, so no worries there.

My biggest concern right now is finding a job. I interviewed to work in child care at the YMCA and I was pretty sure I was going to get the job, but they hired someone before my background check came back, boo.

I guess I'm just gonna have to work at Big Earl's Gold Mine, lol. But really, if you guys know of anywhere that is hiring, PLEASE TELL ME!

I am going to try very hard to post around here more often this summer! With a lot of the stress of school gone I think I'm going to be able to. At least I hope I am! Because I've missed you guys a lot. RL sucks, tbh.

Well my grad party is on Saturday, so I might be busy decorating tomorrow, but I'll post pictures!

*KISSES*

I have just realized how little I posted this year, and how much I epically fail.
I promise more posts in the new year darlings!!!

Christmas was actually very nice this year! I'm very shy around my extended family, because I just feel like the odd man out, but it wasn't too bad. I got a pretty camera, the softest sweats ever, slipper boot thingies, and today I spoiled myself by buying Nina perfume. It's just smells SO good, I couldn't resist. But geeze, $40 for a little bottle. ;/
I watched Love Actually for the first time. It was good for me, was it good for you? Gaaah. I cried, ngl.
Well I was supposed to go to The Curious Case of Benjamin Button today with Dominic, but I just wasn't in the mood to watch a three hour long movie that would probably make me cry. So we postponed it and rented The House Bunny instead. And I loved it.
Oh, I have a pretty new layout! It isn't really finished...I never know what to put in those blurb thingers...
Wow, I still have like...10? give or take, days of Christmas break left. This is amazing. And tomorrow should be fun because I'm going to a friend's birthday party.
I still haven't decided what to do on my bday. Hm...

Oh I am such a bum about posting! la dee daaaa...
Well let's see. It is Christmas Eve...and I've been confined to the basement because my mother is wrapping gifts. So I'm sitting on the computer waiting for my brother to get home so we can go get some Chinese food! Yuuummm.
I'm so happy. Our hot water heater has been broken for the last like...week or so. So I've been washing my hair in water I warmed up on the stove or trying to convince other people to let me use their showers. xD But now the hot water is back. My hair is not as disgusting now, yay!
Well let's see. I'll be 18 in 5 days. What should I do? Get married? Join the armed forces? Go to Big Earl's Gold Mine? Romantix? I have decided not to have a birthday party because I hate throwing parties! It stresses me out to have to entertain everyone! Gah! xD
I am just wasting time here...waaiiiting.
hehehe. How has everyone's Christmas Eve been going?

Also, to make up for not posting in forever, I shall post some pics from the winter dance, ~Crystal Ball~.

( Here for piccies! )

Today was such a beautiful day! The snow melted and it was so waaarrm. So Dominic and I went to the park.
Silly video here!"
I'm sorry this vid is such crap...it was done on my cellphone...and it was windy...you just have to keep the screen really small and it shouldn't be way too blurry.

( Cut for photos! Some old, some new! )

Edit:: Here's another silly video in which the boy and I have won a free mountain dew and go to claim it...and he further destroys his cell phone...oh geeze.

oh my gosh, i am so pathetic. i already miss my boy and he only left at 3:00 today.
heheh.
well i went with him to get his hairs cut because he is lucky and is vacationing in warm florida, and afterwards i said, "noooo, now you can't leave cause you look too cute with your new hairs!"
and it was true.


hmmm...spring break, hoorah! i was getting very stressed out at dumb ahs

well i will try to continue updating, but as of now...i have very little to say...haha

Last night was lovely. :)
The first moments of my 2008 were in a kiss. ♥





Welllllll...it is the first day of 2008, and I am bored. bllaaahh.
Atleast tomorrow will be plenty fun. >:D
But schooool on Thursday! :(

woooo! christmas is cool!
i hope everyone had an awesome holiday!

and i want to know what you got!!!

( stuff )

welllll......saturday was the first day of winter! so dominic declared it "kelsey day" and reserved the whole day for moi. i felt very special. anywhooo, i woke up very early and drove to his house at about 5am. then we went to his room and fell back to sleep. xD but! when we woke up we realized that mcdonalds has one dollar breakfast every saturday and sunday! so we scurried over there and had some yummy breakfast. then we went to i am legend, and let me tell ya, that movie is so sweet. then the weather decided to suck, but we drove out to my house even though the roads were bad. :B we then watched 28 days later, which was simply delicious. i loved it. it wasn't what i was expecting at all, and gaaahh it's so good. then we ate food and sat around, and it was fun. then i decided to read him a magic treehouse book and he fell asleep or something because i am boring? heheh. i took him home then, and kissed him goodnight.




merry christmas eve!

haaaaa! this is myself and some friends when we were on crack at Crickets (coffee shop). It was after a choir thing, so this is why my hairs are poofy. it goes me, kristin, charlie. :D
that was a very fun day.

and alsoooo, on the subject of awesome negative photos:



whoooaaa! coffee cups at taraccinos! Taraccinos Thursday is the best day of the week! when a bunch of awesome people get together and drink hot beverages while talking about inappropriate things in a very quiet coffee shop!

cool beans!



one word:
finals.

AAAAAHH!!!!

I am going to try to post a picture a day from now on...to encourage my writing in here and keeping things interesting! so yes!



this is me and nic kissin on mr. monkey. he gets lots of love from the two of us.
my boy's tummy was hurting, so i made him a comfy pillow thinger out of blankets, and got him in pjs and all the things you do for sickies...then i decided to start taking silly pictures to amuse him, and soon enough, he was taking them with me and feeling quite better. i am an awesome doctor. so yes, there are many other silly things from this day...which waaaass...yesterday!

school tomorrow. nooooooo!!!

hey, just popping in to say, my e-mail isn't working right now, so if you need to get ahold of me, e-mail kelso_fishy@yahoo.com! :)

I'm not sure there is too much to say for today.

Holland - Sufjan Stevens

taken from dream_awayx

Type in "[your name] needs" into the google search bar and type out the first 20 things that pop up.

Kelsey needs to quit throwing kids into the stands--this isn't WWF.
Kelsey needs to find a way to trust her heart to the handsome psychiatrist.
Kelsey needs to stop being a mat for everyone to walk on.
Kelsey needs to stop making herself giggle out loud people might start to think she is crazier.
Kelsey needs work in the area of social skills.
Kelsey needs to show the monthly rainfall for her county.
Kelsey needs to find a home that will treat her like the little princess she is.
Kelsey needs a gun.
Kelsey needs your help!...again.
Kelsey needs a nap.
Kelsey needs head.
Kelsey needs to hang out with me.
Kelsey needs to get trained by Matt!
Kelsey needs to do more to clarify the central role and guiding function of religious experience in Schleiermacher.
Kelsey needs your prayers.
Kelsey needs five more councillors in addition to Nicholas Duckworth.
Kelsey needs constant vigilance since she is totally dependant on others for her basic needs.
Kelsey needs to update. (wow, this one is actually true!)
Kelsey needs to be more froogle.
Kelsey needs anger management!



hahaha, these are wonderful.

I'm tired of doing everything.
I feel like I want to drive myself into a brick wall just so I can have a vacation stay in the hospital and can sleep.

It sounds nice.
And easier.